....i sit and wait, does an angel contemplate my fate

the last few days have been trying.. why? well... you asked.....
.......saturday and sunday saw me undertake two runs back to back in order to bring on my fitness. saturday evening i ran 7 miles and then about 14 hours later 1 ran 15 miles and it was incredibly tough... not only the distance or the two back to back runs but the sunday run saw the first 10 miles being ran into horrendous wind... but i survived and here on tuesday feel a whole load better
......i've got cold (which isn't really a major trauma) but has meant i've not slept well for two nights which has a major effect on how well i cope generally
......and work.. well... i did 9 to 7 monday and 7 to 5 today because i've got loads on ... and am planning to do 7 to 7 tomorrow in an attempt to get somewhere near up to date.... and i'm not complaining 'cos i love what i do.... but i ended my day with a conversation that frankly upset me.... (not upset by the person i was having the conversation with but just the overall thing) why is it that when something has gone wrong somewhere or someone isn't playing ball with us some people feel the need to pick the thing apart to find someone to blame even though the reason whatever it is is not going well has nothing to do with whether someone has done something wrong or not... why don't people just form a supportive front and attempt to find a way through problems together.... i want to be angry about this but find i'm just sad..... all that i've just written will make very little sense but i feel better for writing it.....

...and now for alcohol... but down that route lies folly... but i won't care.. and will care even less after about the third bottle!!! he he he!!!!