....the curse is upon me

the curse of the work on call mobile is upon me this week right up until sunday morning at 8.30 when it's my birthday.... which makes me wonder have i missed pete's birthday..... maybe someone will email me and tell me....

i pondered today how we develop, about how i used to shy, about how i used to lack confidence, and considered that i have a lot to be thankful for to the various things i have been involved in over that years that have improved my confidence and brought me out of my "shell"..... true faith, one way cafe, jimmy two times..... and the friendships i've had/have, tony, pete, chris, gareth, alex, karl etc etc..... all these things have shaped who i am and what i have become.... and i think for the better although some don't agree....... thank goodness for adverts on the tele that get you thinking! lol!! ....or where would we be!