.......you are my mountain, you are my sea

......it's really good to have luke home 'cos he's been out most of the week. you can not begin to describe how much you love your kids. or how empty the house feels when he's not here.... how quiet it is (this can be a good thing as well as a bad thing!!) .....i get an ache in the pit of my stomach when i think about him and it's ages until i see him.... goodness knows what it's going to be like when he comes to leave home... have informed him he can't leave home until he's at least 36....... he seems fine with it........ you fear for them... for what might happen to them.... i'm not sure how you overcome this 'cos clearly you have to 'cos clearly he's not going to stay at home until he's 36..... or will he!

18 days to vegas
weight 103.9 kilos (16st 4lb)
exercise swim (a.m.) 1.1km
serious cravings for bread!!! lol!!