....diversion tactics

...so in order to take my mind off things i've decided to read about quantum physics.... very interesting ...but the author is using duck analogies and then talking about quarks and that just makes me laugh. is quark what a posh duck does!

the problem with being told something - in my case my blood pressure is high - is you suddenly attribute everything to it... and of course i now think i'm going to die immediately or have some extreme catastrophe befall me ....not that i'm a drama queen or anything you understand.

so my headache today, or the tiredness behind my eyes, or my heart beating too loudly ...or whatever ..are all clear signs of my imminent demise!

...and now to add insult to injury i can't eat anything until 11 o'clock tomorrow morning as i need to have a fasting blood test! now! if anything IS going to kill me it's not eating for 15 hours!

i'll keep you posted! or maybe i won't!! ....my word! my life hangs in the balance ;-)