......where do I begin

when it comes to monumental life f**k ups this one has to be up there.

It's been a while since I've been here but I feel now is the time - I thought about waiting till New Years Day but thought why not start. Two things - I've gone for the picture effect above 'cos it's where this blog started and I've read the last entry I made on the 29th March.....

Where do I find myself? I started the year content..... What started out as a whirlwind has not ended well and now the house is going up for sale so we can go our separate ways and how long that will take no one knows!

I take for my text the First Aid Kit song with the line "There's nothing more to it I just get through it". This is a dreadful situation for everyone and no one is a winner here and we all now just have to get through it and hopefully support each other to do it despite feelings and emotions.

I'll tell you more in time......
But for now I've created a uterus to engineer rebirth. It may be a painful birth but nevertheless a birth and we will all be different as a consequence. 2014 has been a mix of extreme pleasures and extreme lows. As I'm fond of saying 'It is what it is!'

The one thing in all of this that has been a constant rock has been my two boys who have been incredible support and my friends who have just stood by and supported me. That's where the truth is, that's where the love is - family and friends.

Stay close x