....feelings

i miss hanging out with Christine
i miss seeing Luke first thing on a morning and watching him disappear off to bed
i miss him just being around - even when there's nothing to say
i miss the relaxed chilled out feeling of Jonathan being over and just hanging out
i miss the metre of my life as it was
goodness i even miss the routine
i miss the music
goodness i even miss the millers ;-) x
i miss feeling settled
....but - i can still eat (some things never change!)